I don't want you to think I am feeling sorry for myself.
As soon as I knew I had breast cancer I knew my marriage was over. My ex husband is a good man and he is a decent father but I knew that we did not have the intimacy necessary for me to share where my life was going on a deep level...and I knew that the thought of him being there for me in any real way was terrifying for him. We had both been lying to ourselves about who we were. Cancer brings out truth. Ugly, terrifying truth.
I was supposed to be dead now. But I believed I would live. I not only believed I would live but I was taught how to live. I used to be Blind. I went to work, I drove my daughter to her cello practice, I closed my eyes and made love, I closed my eyes and made it through the day.
I have grown so much over the past few years. I am a fabulous mother, I am a single woman. I am strong. I have received the Message of Love and it has saved my life and it has changed everything.
I started this blog to get inspiration from others and to share my own inspiration. I have just started to write but already I am touched by what I have seen and the kindness that has been show me. Thank you all!